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Saturday, December 31, 2011

风中的一朵花 (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 12:18 AM 0 comments
2011年的最后一天
我坐在这里打心里话,
这也是续09年后,
很想说出心里话的一次
上次打了没有post,
今天就勇敢一点啦 :D

回顾2011,
一程疯狂的过山车之旅
一个旋风不断侵袭之地
一帘匪夷所思的幽梦
一个让我成长的年份 (:

先从我那一班开始说起
四理一
不知道在毕业后会不会想念在这一班的日子
但这一班有时确实让我又爱又恨,
侥幸的是有一些可爱的朋友们一直陪伴着我,
不幸的呢,我就不要讲 d:

我还记得开学的第一天,
在周会上真的很愚,
现在想起,
一定会暗自嘲笑自己,
因为我觉得没有另一个人会跟我做一样傻的事 d:
就当着是趣事吧!

还有去camp 的时候,
被人家当白老鼠
结果从高高的地方跌下来 :/
还有从那个高高的地方爬下来,
真的很恐怖,
但是我还记得下面为我打气的人,
还有那个让我对他有信心的大哥哥,
真的真的很谢谢他们 (:

在年中假期的时候,
差不多天天跑回学校,
看着一大堆的红豆和绿豆,
一直从新地做豆包,
一直转动着缝纫机,穿针引线
虽然很累,但也算获益不浅 (:

最记得6,7月时,
是这一年的低谷,
谢谢那一些关心我的人
也想对于我很差的情绪管理说声:“ 对不起 (: "

第一次参加了饥饿30,
终于知道为什么会有人冷死,
因为那种感觉真的很恐怖 :/
说实在,我感觉不到饥饿,
我感觉晕眩和冷比较多 d:

麻烦了许多筹委,
剥夺了他们的冷衣和睡眠,
很像很坏哦?
不过谢谢你们, 也非常对不起让你们担心
不过我决定下一次再战,
我要健康地去,健康的回来 :D

在9月的时候,
旷课跑去独立广场
在那边认识了很多很多人
印象最深的是那个Pandu Puteri,黄颖
我喜欢看她笑,因为他有酒窝
两个人可以傻傻地在那边乱走,
不是去看庆典,是去找雨伞 :D
结果到庆典结束了都找不到

还有那些中二的小瓜,
大多数都很热情,
看到我就问了很多很多问题,
有些还会跑过来问我闷不闷
每次都笑应他们,
但是他们还是会跑来跟我讲话
他们真的很好 (:

今年,也做了一次trip
从迷茫到失望然后到绝望,
突然出现的一线希望,
在直到最后的成功
很像在做梦,很像奇迹

从trip回来,
看到他们都很开心,心里真的很欣慰
不过我真的真的要特别谢谢两个人,
洺鐥&贤龙
我知道上次我谢过了,
不过我还要谢多一次
因为如果他们没帮我,
我真的会崩溃 :/


上面的全部是让我印象很深刻的事迹,
琐琐碎碎的不能列出来,
但是我要做个总结 (:

谢谢朋友们一直以来的陪伴和支持, 倘若我真的让你很厌烦, 请多多包涵(:
对于自己的情绪管理方面,我会多多加油,做一个高EQ 的人
或许我给你的第一印象是不苟言笑, 不妨告诉我, 你会认识不一样的我 ;)
我可能不是很会说话或者不善于表达自己, 希望你能够谅解 (:
最后, 如果对我有任何意见, 就告诉我吧!

2012 是新的一年,
愿大家有个美好的一年,
一个顺利的17岁 ( 或者其他 d: )
SPM 一起加油!

如果你很认真地看完这一篇方块字,
谢谢你, 你很有耐心 (:

拜拜! 

Friday, December 30, 2011

Hakuna Matata (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 4:09 PM 0 comments
ni hao (:
* waves *

Finally done the header last night :D
Flowers as theme this time 
Am actually thinking which background suits it most
But seems like both of it is nice  ._.
But this time i must decide by myself , heh

Thank you to RP x)
Photoscape you gave is so awesome
The header is much more better than the previous one 
The one I did using photoshop d:
I guess you will be the only one who saw that
nevermind, am still more hf than you x)
Saw AMA's blog post yesterday 
Is true that I always had fun while skyping with her
It is funny to imagine RP's face expression while we are playing ;)
I like the way we interact, 
I hope it will always remains the same (:
And then bu yao jin, xiao r sunnn bu guai ni (:

Then, had a short conversation with rach ;)
Long time didn't see her,
Kinda miss her already :")
Will be seeing her soon in 4 more days,heee!

Well,
saw lots of small little kid today (:
most of them are very very chubby that I felt like pinching them
I saw a girl with a very beautiful eyes and cute smile :D
She's super super cute and I like her ;)

Nothing much happened today,
But i was very very blur ):
What an embarrassing incident,
and it really hurts, physically :/
*skip skip *

As we know,
School is going to reopen
And i have dumped all my works for so long
Got to start writing some words so that they won't look so ugly d:

But then I have a good news here!
My class teacher is no longer her :D
I hope they had changed a better one for us,
at least better than her 50 percent ;)

Ciao for now!
Post for review of 2011 will be up tmrw (:

*opps, forgotten that it's still a privated blog d: *

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

The Chain (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 6:00 PM 0 comments
Hello (:
Imma posting on a privated blog
How funny, heh (:

Still working out on my new header,
" Blessed Blossom "
Hope for a blessed life,
Life that always blossom like a flower (:

I could not imagine,
how life will be when school reopens.
Especially all the tuitions that I'll be having
It is the first time having such tight schedule,
I hope I can make it out ;)

Nowadays,
I am feeling rather strange.
My mind is full of unknown things,
I did not know what am I actually thinking of
But I am pretty sure that,
it makes my emotion having a roller coaster ride.

I don't know is that a small reminder,
a tension or even stress.
I don't feel well either,
I need to stare at the ceiling fan for more than one hour,
to get myself to sleep :E

I read many of the blogs,
some are writing about friends,
the way they pictured their friendship
it really touched my feelings,
we never knew how much people care for us,
until we look back and realize (:

I have been receiving postcards, cards and small gifts from them,
I always smile no matter when i see them (:
Is not the thing that matters,
is the matter that they really care much about you

There is also some,
who talked to you whenever you get bored,
cared for what happened towards you,
whenever there is something weird happend
and doing stuff that you'll never expect

Gor gor always ask : 这种朋友到哪里去找?
and my answer is always  : 在这里找,我找到了!
I did not know whether there is " forever "
But i know that i have to appreciate what I have now (:



友谊和亲情是无法用价值来衡量,
而是看你对它的真诚和关心
有时候简简单单的问候语也可以很感人 (:
Never look back,
and never regret (:

Muffin man (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 12:05 PM 0 comments

" Even if the path is a little blurry,
keep walking.
You'll focus in when you know
what you want.
Then the picture of your life
will be crystal clear. "

Just don't ever give up (:

Maybe it's too late to realize,
But there is never too late ;)

Monday, December 26, 2011

Flying Dandelions (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 11:58 PM 0 comments
停下脚步,
四处看望
外面的天空似乎特别漂亮

天空不再单调,
被披上了五颜六色的色彩,
孕育了无数的生物,
云朵在玩着变身术
很美,真的很美。

我很少仰望天空,
上课天时,
每天庸庸碌碌地过,
有时累得连站着都想倒下;
只有假期才能慢慢看看四周
也许我错过了许多美丽的天空
但至少我没有错过这一天的天空

每次假期来临,
我总会很期待,
小时候,
就算会外婆家也很开心,
现在对我来说和在家没分别

我仍然喜欢回去与外婆一起过生活,
但是在那边的日子一样很寂寞
表兄弟姐妹都有了各自的生活圈子, 
思想有区别,话题也少了
甚至都没看到多少次,
我真的很怀念小时候的日子

最近看到小时候的照片,
在回想我如何度过这个假期,
我觉得这个假期真的是非常空虚
每天用故事书麻醉自己,
对这一大堆的非生物,
看着计划如泡影般消失
那种感觉很奇怪
为什么现实和想象的永远都是天渊之别?

那一天,
我看到了蒲公英,
不知道为什么我很羡慕它
但是我喜欢看它在空中轻盈的飞舞,
那种感觉很妙
我喜欢!

蒲公英,
你可以帮我实现一个愿望吗?
就算在梦里也行
你听好哦
请把我载回童年的时光,好吗?
我就当作你默应啦

这是胡思乱想后的结果

梦想,
使人发光,
而勇往直前;

幻灭,
使人成长,
而不畏艰难;

失意时,
转个弯,
又是一片海阔天空。

不知合不合逻辑,
呵呵 (:

今年的圣诞节,
也特别得很 d:


可爱吗?
圣诞快乐!
Belated Merry X'mas & Happy Boxing Day (:

Thursday, December 22, 2011

汤圆 (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 11:53 PM 0 comments
冬至快乐!



吃了汤圆要团团圆圆,
长大了一岁要变圆滑.


吃了甜甜的汤圆心里要天天甜滋滋,
心里甜滋滋,脸上就有甜美的笑容!

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Enchanted (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 5:54 PM 0 comments
Aloha (:
I'm exhausted ,
But I'm here d:

Back to yesterday,
Was in KLCC for 13 hours :O
Helped out in the booth (:

Well,
I supposed those events they had was an awesome one
For those anime fans , but absolutely not me d:
I was kinda bored there :/
I don't know who are those characters
And I don't understand Japanese language (Y)

But I found that,
those people there were surprisingly friendly
Or maybe I can said that it is good socializing skills
And that is how people see it (:

And then,
they are also very professional in drawing
They can draw a very nice thing out
without thinking much, i guess ;)

One thing I got annoyed is that
Their hair colour and their acting cute voices -.-
I can't stand it,
It's too weird and yuckish :S

By the way,
Met Lian Jiet, Dickson and another guy there (:
I guess they were like working very hard
cause they don't get to walk around like me d:

Then then,
I ate kids meal d:
They are always nicer than the normal one,
heeee (:

One more thing,
I went to disturb gor gor in his room again d:
Not really disturb, is playing with
super fun eh ;)

Come back come back !
It's today, not yesterday anymore d:

Well,
Woke up with a super annoying disturbance
Then I don't know why my right shoulder is aching :/
It can't be because of i carried my heavy bag for the whole day
Could it be?
And my left hand is really bruising
Fine, Get well soon dear hand (:

But the good thing is that,
Mummy is getting well already :D
Is like after 2 weeks,
So Hooray!

Lalala ;)
I watched Alvin and the Chipmunks :D
They all are very very cute, heeee
I like the chubby one!
Theodore and Eleanor
hehe ;)

Owh ya!
Go google " Let it Snow "
If can try to leave the tab for some moment
Try it out (:

Time to stop loitering here .
Tata ;)

Friday, December 16, 2011

乡城

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 10:19 PM 0 comments
虚拟世界总是比较美
现实世界就是比较不美

这是青蛙给我的觉悟 (:

晚安!

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Fluffy puffy goofy :D

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 10:33 PM 0 comments
da jia hao !
heeee (:

短短3天,
就上了值差不多四张紫老虎的课
不可以说是马马虎虎,
因为我有很努力去练习,
真的很努力,
虽然还是失败了 :/

不管,
继续加油
不要加油加到起火燃烧就可以了 d:
我行!

还有,
整天在家,
故事书都要给我读完了,
闷到要变傻傻了
不过至少星星日还有东西做 (:

明天会很充实,
有一点点期待
啦啦啦,
明天会更好?
嘻嘻!

今晚,
有太阳味道的宝贝陪我
早知道不要留恋另一个香味
因为太阳味道也不错 :D

拜拜之前,
读一读这个,很有意思 (:

放下壓力,獲得輕鬆;

放下煩惱,獲得快樂;

放下自卑,獲得自信;

放下懶惰,獲得充實;

放下消極,獲得進取;

放下抱怨,獲得舒坦;

放下猶豫,獲得瀟灑;

放下狹隘,獲得自在。

放下,是一種心態的選擇;

放下,是一門心靈的學問;

放下,是一種生活的智慧。

bai bai (:
bujela!

Thursday, December 8, 2011

I'll miss you (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 3:22 PM 0 comments
dido (:
Came back from home town
Have lots of fun walking in and out the kitchen
Took all kinds of ingredient and played magic trick on them ;)

Grandma cooked a lot of food, heee
The fun thing is
whatever she cooked, she'll tell me that's mummy favourite
And looks like is my favourite too (:

First time walked past the railway road (:
I saw children throwing stones,
Some of them took the stone for idk what
But is quite nice to walk past there ;)

Went to Penang as usual (:
Gurney Drive!
That day was much more windy that the other night
Running at the pavement was superb ;)

Saw the other part of Penang,
All the important department gathered at a small place,
the traffic is so congested :/
Ended up walking is faster ;)

Took ferry back again :D
I like the sea breeze,
and also to see the splashes of water
heeee ;)

Back to now,
I was totally exhausted from travelling
I don't feel like doing anything,
And I'm like rotting now d;

2 hours of music class later :/
I'll survive (:

take a breath,
take a rest
and get going on ;)

tata (:
p/s: Jess Lee 离场 nice one ;)

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Back To December (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 3:27 PM 0 comments
Hello!
Have step into the first day of the last month ;)

Back to December (:
I do not know whether i will have an interesting one
But I'll hope i will have one, hee

I hope,
When i have finished my last stack of story books,
I can still find more to read (:
Cause I don't think I'll have time to read them next year

Secondly,
I hope mummy can change her plan d:
I really really really want to celebrate dong zhi with grandma (:
I miss the time doing the glutinous rice ball with her,
making the green colouring by using pandan,
creating all sorts of different shape tang yuan ;)
I want to do it again :D

Thirdly,
I hope my brother to make up his mind as soon as he can,
When do he want to go and do his survey or whatsoever
just make up his mind (:

Fourthly,
I don know when am I going to watch Happy Feet ;S
And RRP said that it was nice,
especially when there is songs (:
I want to watch :D

Then,
Looking forward for 17th and 18th ;)
At least I don't have to rot at home that two days
Hope I'll have fun helping out!

Okay,
Back to reality ;)

Plan with Kai Song,
Is almost going to success , i guess (:
But I think it will only start next year,
Just a maybe,
Hope can make it out as soon as i can ;)

I still left 4 books,
For the series of story books (:
That storyline sounds a bit sorrowful,
But indeed is a very different kind of books
Cause it is unlike the others,
It doesn't have an happy ending till now
Kind of the reality,
Wait till i read the last book,
Then I'll know ;)

Owh ya ,
The doggy that rrp gave me (:
Finally, I'll name it puppup <3

Dido says:
Have an awesome December
tata (: