Teehee :)
Now,
Why don't you just call everyone who did not attend that so call activity
as TRAITOR ;)

You LOSER!
Now you were dumped  by the others
and I felt sad for you :)

You humiliated n lampooned me
So now , YOU have to
Face the music :)

Your words will not just vanished in my mind
It might be some kind of humiliation for me
even after several years :(

Loser :)

GET OUT OF MY SIGHT

&

GET LOST !

Ciao~

When someone felt depressed
People will left them alone
ignoring them ;)

This is call the fact  :)

you called me a traitor

What about you?

I made this decision after considering so long

I wanted to join u all too

Is just that stay  in class will be better at that time

There are more important things for me to do

I felt sorry for not going

But i was forced to choose to stay in school

Going there can gain experience too

why should i want to miss the opportunity 

if i am not forced to? 

U do not have to lampoon and humiliate me

Not to take that several bags n showed off to me

Not to say that word TRAITOR to me.

I felt so humiliated

i felt that i am always alone

I don like that feeling :(

Now that i can't stop sheding my tears

The moment i thought of the word u said

I will feel so humiliated and guilty

You are too mean

You never thought of what u have done wrong too

I do not want to mention it out

doesn't mean that  i don't see the problem
it is because that isn't a big matter

But you,

you like to do things at the eleventh hour

You will only be serious at the very last moment

If i am a traitor for not going for one activities

then you are worse than me

I should forget about this

and go to sleep (:

After one month...
I am here again :)
Sorry my dear bloggie for dumped u for so long :(

Well...
there is too many things in my mind now
i can't express it out even in more than a million words

didn't know since when....
things are not going well  :/
I am getting tired of everything
I got frustrated and disappointed with myself
I tried to keep myself smiling all the time
But still i can't :(

I wish i could have time to rest
I wish i could do things i like
I even wish to have time to have a longer conversation with mummy :'(

I dislike those useless unimportant subjects homework and projects bugging me
I  dislike people to lie to me
I dislike irresponsible person
And I dislike stress :(

But at least
I still got friends to cheer me up
sometimes,
I felt so sorry
I made them worried
and even made them felt a little bit down

I do really hope things could go well
I do really hope i got enough time to rest
My dear body is started to signalling that it is angry
I donwan to get sick :(

I cross my fingers to pray for a better life and better world :)
Dear leg : Get  well soon :)
Dear family n friends : Be happy :)