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Tuesday, January 31, 2012

侦探故事中的云霄飞车 (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 11:20 PM 0 comments
好像在漩涡中,
好像在龙卷风里,
有种将要被吞噬的感觉,
也有要从悬崖边自救的境况,
不错,讨人厌的感觉回来了,
全部东西都是莫名其妙,
到处都有骗子和恶人的感觉,
不明的动机让人窒息,
事实上虽然没有,
但是就是有这种感觉
无理的要求也让人疯狂,
四周的声音更不时让人产生错觉,
最主要的是安全感再度消失,
脚步变得沉重,
心里总是七上八下,
总是猜度着每一样事物,
脸上的笑容,
隐藏着无数的心情,
总以为脱离了这种感觉
其实还不是在那边走圈圈,
还是回到了原点。
哈,我不知道我到底想说什么
不明白就算了,
因为我也不是很明白
晚安 (:

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Clover (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 10:10 PM 0 comments
选择,
听起来是给予机会,
事实上它是残酷的
不论选择了哪一个,
终究会被谴责,
往好的方面想,
至少有些人会因为这个选择而高兴。

作了选择,
你所经过的路口就会消失,
在面前的会是更多的路口。
走进哪一个,
就勇敢的走下去,
对于其他的除了对不起还是对不起 (:

It  is always hard to make a decision,
to be fair or unfair,
is just how you see it.

I have choose the path which i think 
is better for me,
it might not be the right path u think it is,
but it might be the right path for me (:

There is no use for you to mumbling,
to make me feel bad,
cause i live to be myself,
i live to have my own way to be in this earth (:

I'm sorry to disappoint you,
Have fun there,
And just to be honest,
I wish i could be there too,
I swear (:

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

To infinity and beyond (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 11:56 PM 0 comments
Hello (:
3rd day of dragon year.
Well, cny is not ended yet,
But i guess i can do a summary for it now d:

First day,
I have got a super sumptuous breakfast.
It's very tasty,
but still I missed popo dishes :"(

Did not go for visit relatives this year,
indeed went to some neighbours' house d:
One word : bored
All i can do there was staring at the tv,
talked to the grandparents in their house, heh ;)

Cousins came for overnight,
I thought it will make my cny not that bored,
yes, i thought.
All they did was talking to gor gor,
universities and so on.
I don't even feel like sitting there as I was a shadow or what,
so uhm, skip this annoying part (:

Before I forgot,
Saw my neighbours children flying 孔明灯,
very very nice :)
is like the moment u say the thing fly up high ;)
Also had a continuous burning of firecrackers with them :D
Very bery fun but :
The result was the whole street was full of smoke d:

2nd and 3rd day were equally bored
Walking here and there,
after sending bro to exam.
and now i am sitting here (:

candy lollipop sweets (:
I declared tmrw as my homework day d:
I supposed it is going to work,
since I am going to home alone again.
yes, again and it is even during cny (y)

And to my dear family,
I'm sorry i did not play cny songs this year,
Cause I don't feel like playing,
There is not even any new year mood in me
Is like just another day.

Am loitering here,
because I'm bored with physics d:
Everyone in my house is asleep,
Well, this happens almost everyday in this cny
You see, that is why I don't even have that mood 

小时后,幸福是件简单的事;
长大后,简单是件幸福的事 (:
成长终究是不堪的事实,
因为简单的道理也会变得很复杂,
我真的真的很想回到那个简单的童年时光 :")

Sunday, January 22, 2012

梅花 (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 10:58 PM 0 comments
2012 的团圆饭,
真的很不一样。
没有往常般地看到外婆还有亲戚,
只有四个人,
那同样的四个人。
虽然不能围着那熟悉的圆桌子,
吃着每一年热腾腾的火锅,
但还是一句,
四个人一起吃,
不管感觉在不在,
最重要的还是身旁的每一个人都还在 (:

今年,
读了一篇篇的报道,
北上的车龙果真像条龙
走紧急车道的全被罚,
倘若今年又回乡,
必定中“头奖”d:
说真的,
没回乡的感觉很奇怪,
我长这么大了,
这还是第一次
我真的真的不希望有下一次
现在的我,
简直没有过年的感觉

不要讲到好像很sad,
要过年就要开开心心,
不要不爽不爽的过年
昨天,真的很有成就感 :D
我的第一个新年大扫除。
看到全部东东都干干净净,
那种感觉真的很爽
还有把全部的饼干和柑,
摆美美,也很有满足感。

daddy 刚才讲,
如果有朋友来,
可以拿这个那个给他们,
我 跑去跟他讲,
没朋友会来的,
他没好气地看着我,
然后就给我那种表情
真的有一点点笑死我,heeee

不知道今年的初一会怎样过,
没有外婆甜滋滋的白果汤,
没有她的春卷,
没有她的笑声和声音,
看不见那边许多游子的车,
不能到那些熟悉的地方拜年,
不讲了,期待期待明天也会很特别 (:

今天,一定有很多很多的烟花,
没有亲戚的除夕夜,
我不想过到将奇怪,
我觉得还是跑去看烟花比较好
烟花小姐,
你今天一定要很美很美,
因为有我在等着你 (:

Bunny 要跳回去了,
12年后在跟他讲halo!
龙要飞来了,
龙龙,你好 (:
我跟你打招呼,记得对我好一点 d:


gor gor 的兔子 d:
那个我认为很像blablabla的猪
兔子要跑掉了,
所以猪要跟它拍照,
然后龙就来客串一下下 d:
我知道我很无聊,
可是我真的很闷,
所以忍耐一下 (:

新年快乐,
希望大家,
龙年行大运,
龙马精神,
威武如龙,
龙到成功 (不懂有没有这个 d: )
最主要的是开心乐龙龙 :D

Thursday, January 19, 2012

marshmallow (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 10:52 PM 0 comments



Owh well,
my dear leg can't wait to take ang pau's
It got more excited as day goes by,
I think I'll have to chill it down d:

And I need to use the law of attraction (:
I know I can bear with that,
The pain is NOT killing me,
I'll with win over you , mr pain (:
Very quickly indeed x)

Get well soon dear leg!

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Mixing Cups (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 1:09 AM 0 comments
Hello (:
12.30a.m. in the morning.
am still having some insane meeting,
blogging here to pass time, hehe (:

Happy Belated Birthday wan li li (:


Did not get to join to give you a surprise party,
Did not have time to celebrate with you too,
dui bu qi :(
Still, I am sure that you have a great one (:

Remembered the first time I saw you,
was in the dewan,
Pei Pei was sitting behind you,
while you were playing a little compass on my bag ;)

I dont remember how we get together,
I think is through Eshen and mun (:
First trip with you is still Sekinchang trip,
a memory that i could not recall much.

I have not been going out much with you,
due to lack of time and transport.
I hope in the future,
I can always make my time and try my best,
so that it wont be 5-1 (:

There is always laughter and stories wherever you are,
you are like the one who will always have many many things to say (:
And the expression and the way when you say story is like,
super super cute and funny ;)

You have a sunny smile (:
You wont easily got panicked when problems occurred.
You can always handle them very steadily,
and solve them nicely (:

Thank you for making my life cheerful,
always being there to make the surroundings an enjoyable one (:
Be who you are,
and that is your best personality that I like ;)

Remember to relax yourself when u get tension,
always remember that there will be people around you,
to help you out,
to share the happiness and sadness with you ;)

wan li li,
dear cawan ;)
together we strive for perfection and wo ai ni <3

Saturday, January 14, 2012

House of hopes (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 11:57 PM 0 comments
dido (:
Hello everyone!

1 more week till cny (:
I got a little bit excited only,
cause it'll be a different cny this year
but still finger crossed that i won't get bored again (:

well,
finally managed to handle homework better (:
is like i wont see there is a tower of books stacking up anymore,
but just a small stack of it, heh ;)

Being assigned to in charge of games for camp,
Seriously, am not experience on this at all,
to be more accurate is no experience at all :O
But still, hope to have a great cooperation with them,
I hope it will be an enjoyable one,
and of course a successful one (:

Ran 8 rounds of sports centre that day,
not a very long one,
but after running stomache and coughing creature visited me ):
Then house practice starts next week,
hwaiting (:

gerko day (:
a special one this year,
not staying back and not busying around d:
cause is like i don belong to any of it,
although i am actually belong to some of it
But still loitered around with pei (:

AMA, xiao r sunnn wanna say sorry sorry sorry
dui bu qi ah, xiao r sunnnn mei you bang ni mai ):
bu guo ni mai de na ge bunny hen ke ai
xiao r sunnn hen xi huan :D

dido lala bunny buu (:
seriously epic failed.
not to say data loss for one,
but three of it (Y)

is like being a dumb dumb,
not knowing anything,
or even like a people sleeping,
did not know who is moving him away

data loss for 3 diskette,
need to redo everything again ):
andihatetodoregistrationverymuchcauseitissuperhard !
miracles please do appear now,
pretty please (":

By the way,
Happy Diary Valentines (:
sugar said goodnight!

Monday, January 9, 2012

Magnificent (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 6:23 PM 0 comments
heh (: 
another post to keep me awake d:

Well,
second week of school already,
and I am very very dislike to wake up early in the morning.
U know what,
that is a torture after a long holiday :/

Well,
Changed PJK teacher.
And every Thursday with rumah practice,
will be a seriously running day.
3 or 4 rounds per PJK lesson,
how wonderful (:
I'd prefer to run in the afternoon instead of morning.
I swear d:

and, yes you (:
My "dearest" class teacher.
I am so going to tell you,
no matter what or who or whatever it is,
The class will still be that noisy.
Can't you just bear with it ?
Stop making changes to our places or else it'll get worse
I don't like to " so nice " place you planned,
It makes me started to hate you, hmph!

homeworks are piling up,
and tuition homeworks is making the tower getting taller
I was like rushing for the homeworks everyday :/
naps is mostly being snatched away by time,
and my sleeping time is getting later and later,
which makes me total drowsy.

Next,
I am getting bruise again -.-
this time is on the knee,
And now i hate walking ,
cause whenever i walk there will be like a invisible needle keep poking me ):
And that really irritated a lot.

Music class changed to early morning,
gah, one word- blur d:
somehow i am thinking how long i could manage to have enough time to practice.
The " deadline" is so far yet so near,
and teacher is still telling me individual grade is higher,
and i want to say unfair ):

Haven did the hearing that miemer gave d:
Cause i really have no time,
even gor gor said my timetable is scary d:
But still I'll make it through, I believe (:

Got to go (:
Have a nice week!
xx


The cutest sweets (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 5:58 PM 0 comments
*waves*
Am lack of time yesterday,
so uhm here I am (:


Ang Eshennnn (:
Happy Belated Birthday!

Was supposed to surprise you more,
but too bad that the guard phoned you ):
But I still like the expression of yours,
and kept saying : yer, 你们很坏,很奇怪哩.
eheheeee d:

I still remembered i was sitting in front of you,
in the first day in CHS (:
I was thinking why are you so white and chubby d:
I don know how we end up to be good friends,
But still I love how the way goes (;

First trip with you was the Sekinchang trip,
I don't remember how was the trip like,
I only remembered me n zhao was quarreling all the way d:

I remembered having baking session with you, bel and hui en (:
It was truly fun having time with all of you,
talking stuff leisurely,
laughing for some funny stuff,
playing like idk what,
I hope the time can go back :")

You are always the cheerful one,
whenever I see you smile,
I will like heheeee :D
you made me smile!

Another thing is that you are super cute :D
no matter your face expression,
the way you talk or type,
they always make people feel warm and happy ;)

Thank you for always being there for me,
making my second chapter of life a memorable one (:
I'll treasure the time we spent together,
because the memories will always last!

Be more confidence to yourself,
and all the best in everything.
remember that you are always awesome :D


hong yi xuan, wo ai ni (:
jia youuu o! 

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

The Fray (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 7:42 PM 0 comments
Ello (:
School reopened,
and I survived ;)

It has been after 2 weeks to wake up so early in the morning,
when the sun haven't show up,
when the cooling breeze was still blowing gently
and when I am still feeling drowsy d:

Back to school,
back to hectic life (:
Saw friends and teachers ,
not much different though, hehe

Our new headmaster talked pretty long,
I hoped it is because of  this is the first time,
If not there will be lots more dull assembly to go
fingers crossed (:

Changed some subjects' teachers,
Satisfied with some and not for some,
But is a true thing that there is always good and bad on one thing,
But still I hoped they can be better than the previous one (:

It's the first schooling day,
But teachers are started to stress on SPM :/
Is true that we have to start working on it,
cause it is just 10 months away,
or to be specific,
is only 8 to 9 months away (:

One thing I found out 2 years ago,
which is students used to choose seating at the back
in the form 1 to form 4 life,
is now preferring sitting in the front,
how weird :/

Another thing is that,
I really got to try my best to contact Sue Ying ,
I don't want to redo the whole file,
which is a total waste of time
and again fingers crossed that she will remember where she puts it (:

给亲爱的你:
不知道为何看到今天的你眉头深锁,
看了又一点不知道怎样说的感觉,
但是希望你能够笑一笑 ,
因为不管什么事都会有人守护着你。
笑一笑,没烦恼哦!

bye bye (: