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Monday, December 31, 2012

十字路口 (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 11:36 PM 0 comments

星光璀璨夜里,
晚风吹拂着面颊,
门可罗雀的道路
与门庭若市的广场
形成了强烈的对比 

一如往常,
在寂静的情况下跨年,
回顾着2012的事迹,
静静地聆听着心灵之歌 (:

去年的此时此刻,
心里对毕业两个字仍然模糊,
但此时此刻,
终于知道毕业的感觉 ._.

静悄悄地,
时光飞快地从身旁溜走,
看着未来的许多未知数,
却未能如徐志摩那般潇洒
舍不得东西好多好多

或许我从未想像,
没有校园生活的日子,
亲切的脸孔,
耳熟能详的声音,
熟悉的环境,
一切将走入人生的历史

回顾这2012,
的却是个充实有忙碌的一年,
无可否认,
这一年让我成长了许多

不再因为压力,
在考试时把一切忘得一干二净,
不再因为小事,
随意洒泪

或许我仍然经常淘气地哭,
因为丢失了物品,
因为紧张,还有很多很多的因为,
但我相信自己还可在进步 (:

从学长生涯结束后,
一切变得好悠闲,很自在,
下课时不知何去何从,
只好在班上溜达

这个大家庭,
的却让我尝尽了酸甜苦辣,
我怀念每一个与他们旅游和在生活营的时光,
一起努力,一起打气的日子让我好想回到过去 :")

一家人,
无时无刻给予我鼓励及支持,
虽然我非每一刻都与他们同在,
但真的每一次都让我感到很温馨
真的很谢谢你们!

回顾这一年,
第一次与一班人到处拜年去,
那种感觉其实很特别,
看着别人说笑的样子自己也会不自觉地微笑,
可能这是另一种快乐的泉源 (:

留在学校最多天的一年,
校刊编委会,
从实习到会员到秘书
真的学到了好多好多,
也知道了与人一起处事的苦与乐

第一次,
与好友一同讨论课业,
有说有笑的当儿,
却能更快地将所有内容抛进脑里
那种互相解决问题的时刻,
更是难能可贵 (:

不再是每个早上都待在那空匣子,
到外呼吸新鲜的空气,
聆听着不同的对话,
毫无顾忌地取笑着彼此,
这种时光已回不去了,
但至少曾经拥有过 :D

打打闹闹的日子,
一同坐在班上望着窗外的时刻,
一起面对考试的伙伴们,
全都将换上新面孔

最后一次穿着白皙的校服,
是一个月前的事,
从小到大认为理所当然的事,
已不是所以然地理所当然,
因为那已是昨日的事迹

第一次和最后一次的旅行,
带走的并非一切,
带来的却是所有,
咱们有的是颗赤子之心 (:

看着晶莹剔透的泪珠,
潸潸从伙伴们的脸孔划下,
听着不同的感言,
读着不同的表达方式,
但一切都承载着熟悉的脸孔及回忆

外头的夜景,
里头亲切的脸孔,
夜景只不过在衬托着不一样的大家,
最后的欢聚并非真正的最后,
一切都得随缘 (:

无论是个陌路人,
还是个形影不离的影子,
无论是聚少离多,
还是聚多离少,
倘若珍惜缘份,
再见不会是再也不见,
而是有缘再见 (:

该感谢的人,
数也数不清,
只能说许多的谢谢,
并在心里头祝福他们 (:

每一个第一次,
都各有价值,
而每一个最后一次,
保留的仍然是你认识的自己

离不开的,
只有回忆,
将怀念的,
却是所有 ._.

新的一年,
新的体验,
画个上弧,
活出精彩 (:

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Faith (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 11:50 PM 0 comments

Hello :D
Got to update about the 26th of December,
Boxing day and most importantly,
5S1 Christmas Party (:

Being part of the s1-ians,
the is the first ever outing for me d:
A very big thank you to Kah Mun
for providing me transport (:

It's quite rush for me to attend it,
with my hair wet,
walking as fast as I could,
to get the pizza and go on the car,
in order not to let Kahmun to wait for long ._.

Went to fetch ning after that (:
Saw both of them wearing class tee 
and i just realize that 
they actually changed the dress code :/

The traffic was really congested,
both ning and kahmun is smart enough,
know the way to hinyan's house,
just by phone calls and imagination i guess (:

There were lots of them there already,
saw hinyan jumping at his garden d:
went in to pass them the present,
and thus the chit-chattering started :D

see the boys bbq-ing the chicken wings,
all aweat till the whole shirt also wet wet ad ._.
talked while surrounding the bbq place,
drinking the red-bean soup that ning prepared :D

Keep laughing at rach's noodles which is full of love d:
then most people are promoting their food,
peijie was even feeding people all his sausage and nuggets d:
houyshyan's and weijian's jelly and cake is super nice :D

Gifts exchange was really fun,
looking at each other expression when they got their present,
peijie begging us not to open the present he gave,
and lots more were really *thumbs up*

Chit-chatting,
camera lights flashing the whole night (:
was asked to talk about what's my opinion towards the class,
kind of refused to say at first,
but ended up i did (:

Went home late,
and so sorry to make mummy worried ._.
then ning's blog was really qiang :")
first time ever I have had sand in my eyes for the s1-ians ._.

I really can't describe how I felt,
mixed feeling towards this bunch of people ._.
But all i knew was they are awesome in different ways,
they'll forever be part of my memories :")










Thursday, December 27, 2012

粉红豹 (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 3:11 PM 0 comments

或许世事不能以永远来概括,
或许每件事都需要一些不完美来衬托出它的优点

人生旅途中的小插曲都很抽象,
没有人能够给予定义,
当你潇洒回顾的当儿,
你会发现你看待事物的角度已有所改变

长大后,
才会发现原来天真烂漫,笨笨呆呆
与真实的生活偶然贴近,
才是最幸福,最快乐的

那是一条在雾里的小舟,
摇摆着,荡漾着,
迷失了自己的方向却仍旧不急不缓,
不为什么,只因为他不是只大船

每每一旦感觉有异,
里头必如波涛汹涌般,
旧旧未能平复
翻阅着隐形的日历,
回头看望那段笑靥,
仔细聆听那如铃铛般的笑声

那句话已在耳边回响了好多遍,
所言极是但却如利刀般刺中了要害,
默默地思考着,
渐渐地默认了改变

能舍才会得,
温暖的双手在放开的当儿,
迅速转换成在茫茫大海中拿颤抖的双手,
迟迟未能紧抓着另一个竹竿

我们之间零距离,
的却激发了好多的反思,
不去怀疑,不去否认,
那会不会是下一个自己

陌生人,
那是一个新的挑战。
一个永无止尽的战斗,
才能突破重围找出熟悉的心灵

我想找回,
那个在外婆家拾着相思豆的女孩 (:

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Snowflakes (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 11:28 PM 0 comments

Hohoho :D
Merry Christmas!

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Sand , Breeze , Memories :")

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 10:09 PM 0 comments

When the journey starts,
there is no point to turn around,
to look back at your current pathway,
to regret anything you have done (:

The journey of meeting this bunch of people,
started from the day i saw the namelist (:
The moment when I felt that,
how am I going to survive there ._.

There is never going back,
you just have to go forward,
cause that is life,
the cruelty of life (:

The first day I stepped into the classroom,
I was really busying finding for rach,
the only a5-ians that was located in s1 too,
and thankfully i found her (:

Looking at all the strange faces,
trying to remember each of them ._.
First thought of mine was,
I am not going to survive here

But time proves that I am wrong d:
I survived  :D
I do angry with them at times,
but yet i still like them in another way (:

Was struggling to ask for permission to class trip,
lucky to said that i did not went langkawi before,
so that was my one and only reason to convince mummy (:
Finally I succeed :D

The first day (:
was real sleepy and blur ._.
Forgot to bring along my bottle,
and my dear stomach is being naughty again ._.

Got dared ._.
thanks to that big annoying yiwei -.-
ning was so happy to be a camerawoman
group photos everywhere :D

everyone was playing card games in their own room ._.
Played some animal card games too, heh (:
we all really had a good laugh,
with all the shouting and acting :D

Island hoping was the nicest for me :D
playing along the beach,
had a boat ride,
and get to have so cool wind :D

Playing in the pool after island hopping (:
that water is so very deep ._.
Played the slide and scream like a person from the asylum,
thanks to those who helped me in the pool *bow*

Had some girls talk at the wave pool (:
liked the wave pool a lot :D
the place where i spent my time at night,
and a place which are cooling and comfortable (;

Cable car was not bad too (:
But unfortunately it rained when we got up there ._.
got wet like i just got up from the pool -.-
looked around for the view after the rain stopped,
and it was extremely beautiful (:

Just a short summary for trip (:
Time to say about the guardian and angel game :D

Had been a really failed guardian d:
both my guardian and the person I am supposed to take care of
took care of me so well until i am so touched :")
I guess I have to learn how to be a good guardian d:


Thank you JingXian (:
A good guardian you are,
sending me aloevera when i got sunburnt :")
Helped me a lot and talked to me lots too
am so surprise at first until i knew u are my guardian d:
Really nice to see you being not the normal you d:
All the best in UK and hope to see you being a successful doctor (:


I would like to say sorry and thank you
to the person I am supposed to take care of which is Kai Ren (:
Good to hear that you said the papaya was nice d:
Just did few little things for you only
and yet could not even do my job at the very last day ._.

Sorry for not being a good guardian ._.
Thank you for taking care of me for the whole day (:
I knew i scared you early in the morning,
but still millions of thank you :")
All the best to you in you future pathway too,
and must take care of yourself :D


Thank you to rach,ning,shanna and houyshyan too :D
Being in the same room with you girls are real awesome.
Houyshyan is the organized people,
rach is the cute one as usual d:
Shanna and ning is the one who made up the atmosphere all the time (:


Really wanted to thank the cute rach :D
being an awesome sitting partner and friends (:
Like to see you smile cause you looks real cute when you smile :D
I bet i got to leave some for ur birthday next year d:
so goodluck baby rach :D


Getting closer with shanna since last year,
being primary classmates since standard 5 but we did not really talk much d:
I really love the humorous you and you are really pretty smart :D
Thank you for keeping the friendship and all the best ya!

Then yuning was another awesome one too (:
Great time to have tuition with you,
keeping each other as accompany especially during english d:
Always that optimistic and cheerful,
wishing you all the best with loves (:


Lastly houyshyan :D
I really laughed a lot when shanna described her first impression towards you d:
you're really nice and self-disciplined :D
good to know you more through edboard,
always being serious when you had to, heh (:
all the best sexy houyshyan (;


Not to forget the noisy bunch d:
Hinyan, Zethong, Peijie, ShiKen and etc (:
this bunch of people are the one who make me
talk and laugh a lot in class d:
Though hinyan always made that annoying sound
which no one will missed it d:
but still he is actually a nice guy (:

And now i know ShiKen is scared of ghost d:
really laughed him a lot, sorry d:
As for the other 2,
zat me a lot but yet both are nice person (:
but i do really want to say sorry to zethong too ._.
sorry for being impatient that day,
oreo will cure i know (:


Thanks to HaoLu too,
walking around with me late at night,
at the cable car there too (:
talked to me and accompanied me during the trip (:
All the best to you too and you really got a nice voice!
Be confident and goodluck (:


Zech and Seeyee are great too (:
sitting behind me and rach both 2 years,
talking with us whenever we are bored,
although we are not really very very close,
but still goodluck to you both :D

As for Junjie and Zhi Xin ,
The quiet guy actually talked a lot d:
thank you for following me at the back when i walked out alone,
knew you better since prefect camp this year (:
all the best and try to talk more and more and more :D

Then Zhi Xin was always the happy one :D
like to see her reaction no matter when,
not shy at all and proud to be herself (:
Thank you ZhiXin for brighten up my life !
Goodluck to you Lilo, hehe d:


Then, although it will be weird
but i will need to thanks the annoying yiwei too ._.
Not going to thank him for bugging me the whole trip -.-
but got to thank him for bring me to walk at the seaside
when everyone went back ._.
All the best to you too and stop kacau-ing me that much (:

Great to know Amanda, Becca and the others too (:
Amanda was purely cute and nice :D
nice to see her swim like a fish in the pool, heh (:
Becca is really in love in food d:
see ya in mckl :D
All the best to you people too (:

To the organizers,
Zech, Yuning, Zhijie &Hinyan (:
As I said it may not be the perfect schedule,
but i knew you guys did your best :D
The most important thing in a class trip
is not the place but the people you are with,right? (:

Finally, thanks to everyone in 5s1 (:
Thank you for being classmates for 2 years,
whether close or strange,
I bet i will still miss the time being in the same classroom with you guys (:

I may not be showing my sadness or whatever it is,
cause i am literally not that kind of person d:
you might say i am a stone hearted person,
but believe me that i will really miss all of you (:

5s1 may not be the best,
it may be the noisiest, the one which got the most complaint.
It is the class i used to grumble why am I in there,
but after all we are destined to know each other,
to study, to share the sweet and bitter in life (:

I do always treasure everyone of you (:
but parting away is always the chapter we all have to go through
I believe that we will have chance to meet each other again,
where everyone is still had a big wide grin on their face :D

That's for all,
it might have a chinese version of summary d:
tata (:






Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Triple happiness (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 12:42 AM 0 comments

Heh (:
Happy 12/12/12 to everyone!

Do remember treasure everything that you have,
No matter rich or poor,
Do the best in everything,
No matter in a good or bad situation,
Do love everyone that you know,
No matter friends or foul,
Do keep all the memories as treasure,
No matter big or small matters (:

Wishing for all is well to every people in the world,
Thankful for being to see another day with a grin,
Earthlings can do the best for everything,
So it's time to off the lights (:

Cheer for the class trip,
May everyone there have fun
And make it a memorable one (:
I believe the s1-Ian's can do it :D

Once again,
Happy triple twelve (:

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Velvet Edelweiss

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 11:23 PM 0 comments

The night is still young
and this is how I will describe the annual chs prom (:

The committee have been preparing for this special night
since the beginning of year,
everything seemed like is not going that well as we expected at first,
the place, prices and etc

Being placed in the sponsor part,
me and rach being assigned as partners (:
indeed we both were supposed to be really responsible person,
but ended up we did nothing for that ._.
we were real guilty for that,
but still feeling lucky that at least wan got the sponsors :")

As what i had mentioned in the previous post,
shoe and dress hunting was extremely tired ._.
trying on each and every dress and shoes,
being told that many alteration has to be done is like

why on earth is there no the actual size for me -_____-

went to kl tower 4 in the afternoon,
the performers were already there,
asking around whether there is anything to help them out,
but ended up there is actually nothing for us to do ._.

The girls started to worked out on their makeup and hair,
the makeup artist was really (Y)
I mean at least someone agreed with me too,
so I am not the weird one , so d:

Went to did mine on my own,
luckily it came out not bad d:
that's my view to go on a simple style, heh (:

Walking in and out with rach :D
Thank you rach for helping me to hold my things (:
did the registration thing with rach too,
turned out that it was fun,
cause i actually can take a look of everyone there :D

Events finally started at about 7.30 ,
can't stop laughing at the video ._.
laughing at ourself and of couse laughing at zhao too d:
But the thing is that nobody actually understand what we are trying to bring out ._.
undeniably is gabriel's artistic production ._.

The course meal was terrible for me,
it might be tasty for others but not for me ._.
Then walked around to take photos with people i knew,
Thank you HaoLu and Yizen for accompanying me (:

Wasn't paying attention to the games that are going on,
luckily i remembered at the very last minute
that i am supposed to give out prizes d:
Then uhm the performance were awesome :D

The s1 was busying to gather everyone to take a group photo,
But the corridor was so crowded ._.
Finding a more spacious space,
adding in more and more people into the photos,
and finally the group photo was taken nicely, heh (:

Went back into the committee room afterwards,
avoiding the crowded lift and corridor.
chit-chatting with each other in there,
and finally the workers ushered us out d:

Went home and mummy was so anticipated to see me d:
The moment she asked me how was it,
I said that the shoe was awesome cause i can still walk in it
as fast as i like without feeling pain , hehe :D

And of course everyone laughed at me,
cause I wasn't answering the question d:
Instead I was being happy that my soles are safe (:

Was happy that it was quite a success,
despite some negative comments on the seating positions ._.
Though I have not been putting efforts in the sponsor part,
but luckily i did help out in the video filming thing, heh (:

Round of applause to the backbone of the committee,
Thank you to people who have supported this events too (:
Now I'll let the pictures to the talking (:


yijiaren :")

5s1/ 2012 (:

Final lucky draw winner (:

Best Transformation, Dress & Couple <3 br="br">
Prom King And Queen (:

Monday, December 10, 2012

Genial (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 12:31 AM 0 comments
Dumbo (:
Here I am again!
Totally careworn from all the things going on
But it is worthwhile to be tired (:

Back to school on friday,
Finally no more textbooks,
And the leaving cert and testimonials
marked the officially end of my secondary school life (:

Went for my first eve video shooting (:
I looked much like a zombie yesterday d:
Oh well, I couldn't get myself off from that section
And I really like zhao's eyes with eyeliners
scary enough x)

The video shooting went quite smoothly,
Just like thrice scene need to redo for a couple times,
Quite proud of everyone there to make it done
All at once and undeniably that
I am quite looking forward for the video ;]

It was just a 5 minutes video
And yet it took us so many hours
And yet we are really tired ._.
Thus I am imagining how the actors did those
Super duper long movies *salute*

Anticipated to watch the video tonight,
i hope they don't cut off the part where i finally smile to the camera._.
I do better pray that everything goes well,
and i can walk properly with the long dress and heels (:


Saturday was the dress hunting day (:
walked from shops to shops,
met huiling and her mum :D
and both moms are saying that we are short ._.

from short dress to long dress,
wearing all the heels that the shop prepared,
hurting my feet like a knife and blade,
it hurts ._.

well,
all the dress are extremely expensive,
mostly ranging from 400 to 800 :O
and it is just going to be worn for twice or even only once ._.

trying out all sorts of dresses,
some made me had a good laugh,
and all i need is alteration for every dress -.-
I must declare that i am fat enough and
it is just that those shirts are too big d:

Finally got one by the time of 10 at night d:
legs were aching with all the walking with heels ._.
and thinking that one more day for shoe hunting,
made me actually thought of it's just one night (:

Being hungry during the midnight,
is really not a good thing,
could not sleep well enough,
and is too hungry that i woke up so early ._.

Shoe hunting today was like,
not really one d:
walked from mall to malls,
even went to ikea to have fun d:

saw lots of cute things in the malls,
and bunny was the cutest ever :D
little kids dressing is shiny blinking shirts,
and that is so christmas :D

Summarize for these 3 days :
never ever do shopping at the very last minute (:
but the truth is that i never learn from all the lessons d:
maybe i think that last minute shopping is more efficient :D

skipped lots of small little things d:
will be updating again if i am free
before heading to class trip :D
wishing for all is well for tonight event (:


Thursday, December 6, 2012

Delicacy (:

Posted by ....:::: Kai Qian =) ::::.... at 10:12 PM 0 comments

Hello (:
Have not been updating for so long,
Happy that spm is finally over on the 3rd
And life after spm is hectic but great :D

Wrote 回家 for Chinese (:
Trying to take out the issue of children's dream
which are not supported by the family and
another way to define home (:

Spammed lots of 回家 at the very last para d;
I somehow like what I wrote for the last para,
It just makes sense to me,
I hope it makes sense to the examiner too x)

Well,
Watched 3 movies in a row,
The pianist, rise of the guardian and another idk what is the name d:
Somehow rise of the guardian is the best among all,
Cute, funny and full of hope :D

Walked around klcc to help the boys to choose their suit,
It looks almost the same for me,
But it does make some difference when different people wear the same shirt, heh

Gathering yesterday was not that bad (:
Went chiamin's house after lunch,
Her dog is super duper cute :D
Learned how to play cards, heh

Laughed so much during the games,
My dumb dumbness ,
Reacted so slow that I cant stop laughing at myself too ._.
Thanks to those awesome ppl (:

The only day being at home after exams,
Suppose to be hunting for dress,
But here I am blogging heh (:
2 more days for me,
I think I do better hurry d:

Looking forward for class trip (:
Hope that it will be a great success
And wonderful memories to all of us,
The very first time attending class event,
And uhm I feel proud d:

Pure sciences next year,
I hope I'll survive (:
Shooting day tmrw,
I hope it'll be a success, I mean it must (:

That's all for now,
A very random and scattered post d:
Get well soon to mummy too :3
Have a nice day (: