侦探故事中的云霄飞车 (:

好像在漩涡中，

好像在龙卷风里，

有种将要被吞噬的感觉，

也有要从悬崖边自救的境况，

不错，讨人厌的感觉回来了，

全部东西都是莫名其妙，

到处都有骗子和恶人的感觉，

不明的动机让人窒息，
事实上虽然没有，
但是就是有这种感觉

无理的要求也让人疯狂，

四周的声音更不时让人产生错觉，

最主要的是安全感再度消失，

脚步变得沉重，

心里总是七上八下，

总是猜度着每一样事物，

脸上的笑容，

隐藏着无数的心情，

总以为脱离了这种感觉

其实还不是在那边走圈圈，

还是回到了原点。

哈，我不知道我到底想说什么

不明白就算了，

因为我也不是很明白

晚安 (:

Clover (:

选择，

听起来是给予机会，

事实上它是残酷的

不论选择了哪一个，

终究会被谴责，

往好的方面想，

至少有些人会因为这个选择而高兴。

作了选择，

你所经过的路口就会消失，

在面前的会是更多的路口。

走进哪一个，

就勇敢的走下去，

对于其他的除了对不起还是对不起 (:

It  is always hard to make a decision,

to be fair or unfair,

is just how you see it.

I have choose the path which i think 

is better for me,

it might not be the right path u think it is,

but it might be the right path for me (:

There is no use for you to mumbling,

to make me feel bad,

cause i live to be myself,

i live to have my own way to be in this earth (:

I'm sorry to disappoint you,

Have fun there,

And just to be honest,

I wish i could be there too,

I swear (:

To infinity and beyond (:

Hello (:

3rd day of dragon year.

Well, cny is not ended yet,

But i guess i can do a summary for it now d:

First day,

I have got a super sumptuous breakfast.

It's very tasty,

but still I missed popo dishes :"(

Did not go for visit relatives this year,

indeed went to some neighbours' house d:

One word : bored

All i can do there was staring at the tv,

talked to the grandparents in their house, heh ;)

Cousins came for overnight,

I thought it will make my cny not that bored,

yes, i thought.

All they did was talking to gor gor,

universities and so on.

I don't even feel like sitting there as I was a shadow or what,

so uhm, skip this annoying part (:

Before I forgot,

Saw my neighbours children flying 孔明灯,

very very nice :)
is like the moment u say the thing fly up high ;)

Also had a continuous burning of firecrackers with them :D
Very bery fun but :

The result was the whole street was full of smoke d:

2nd and 3rd day were equally bored

Walking here and there,

after sending bro to exam.

and now i am sitting here (:

candy lollipop sweets (:

I declared tmrw as my homework day d:

I supposed it is going to work,

since I am going to home alone again.

yes, again and it is even during cny (y)

And to my dear family,

I'm sorry i did not play cny songs this year,

Cause I don't feel like playing,

There is not even any new year mood in me

Is like just another day.

Am loitering here,

because I'm bored with physics d:

Everyone in my house is asleep,

Well, this happens almost everyday in this cny

You see, that is why I don't even have that mood 

小时后，幸福是件简单的事；
长大后，简单是件幸福的事 (:
成长终究是不堪的事实，
因为简单的道理也会变得很复杂，
我真的真的很想回到那个简单的童年时光 :")

梅花 (:

2012 的团圆饭，

真的很不一样。

没有往常般地看到外婆还有亲戚，

只有四个人，

那同样的四个人。

虽然不能围着那熟悉的圆桌子，

吃着每一年热腾腾的火锅，

但还是一句，

四个人一起吃，

不管感觉在不在，

最重要的还是身旁的每一个人都还在 (:

今年，

读了一篇篇的报道，

北上的车龙果真像条龙

走紧急车道的全被罚，

倘若今年又回乡，

必定中“头奖”d:

说真的，

没回乡的感觉很奇怪，

我长这么大了，

这还是第一次

我真的真的不希望有下一次

现在的我，

简直没有过年的感觉

不要讲到好像很sad，

要过年就要开开心心，

不要不爽不爽的过年

昨天，真的很有成就感 :D

我的第一个新年大扫除。

看到全部东东都干干净净，

那种感觉真的很爽

还有把全部的饼干和柑，

摆美美，也很有满足感。

daddy 刚才讲，

如果有朋友来，

可以拿这个那个给他们，

我 跑去跟他讲，

没朋友会来的，

他没好气地看着我，

然后就给我那种表情

真的有一点点笑死我,heeee

不知道今年的初一会怎样过，

没有外婆甜滋滋的白果汤，

没有她的春卷，

没有她的笑声和声音，

看不见那边许多游子的车，

不能到那些熟悉的地方拜年，

不讲了，期待期待明天也会很特别 (:

今天，一定有很多很多的烟花，
没有亲戚的除夕夜，
我不想过到将奇怪，
我觉得还是跑去看烟花比较好
烟花小姐，
你今天一定要很美很美，
因为有我在等着你 (:

Bunny 要跳回去了，

12年后在跟他讲halo!

龙要飞来了，

龙龙，你好 (:

我跟你打招呼，记得对我好一点 d:

gor gor 的兔子 d:
那个我认为很像blablabla的猪
兔子要跑掉了，
所以猪要跟它拍照，
然后龙就来客串一下下 d:
我知道我很无聊，
可是我真的很闷，
所以忍耐一下 (:

新年快乐，

希望大家，

龙年行大运，

龙马精神，

威武如龙，

龙到成功 （不懂有没有这个 d: ）

最主要的是开心乐龙龙 :D

marshmallow (:

Owh well,

my dear leg can't wait to take ang pau's

It got more excited as day goes by,

I think I'll have to chill it down d:

And I need to use the law of attraction (:

I know I can bear with that,

The pain is NOT killing me,

I'll with win over you , mr pain (:

Very quickly indeed x)

Get well soon dear leg!

Mixing Cups (:

Hello (:
12.30a.m. in the morning.
am still having some insane meeting,
blogging here to pass time, hehe (:

Happy Belated Birthday wan li li (:

Did not get to join to give you a surprise party,
Did not have time to celebrate with you too,
dui bu qi :(
Still, I am sure that you have a great one (:

Remembered the first time I saw you,
was in the dewan,
Pei Pei was sitting behind you,
while you were playing a little compass on my bag ;)

I dont remember how we get together,
I think is through Eshen and mun (:
First trip with you is still Sekinchang trip,
a memory that i could not recall much.

I have not been going out much with you,
due to lack of time and transport.
I hope in the future,
I can always make my time and try my best,
so that it wont be 5-1 (:

There is always laughter and stories wherever you are,
you are like the one who will always have many many things to say (:
And the expression and the way when you say story is like,
super super cute and funny ;)

You have a sunny smile (:
You wont easily got panicked when problems occurred.
You can always handle them very steadily,
and solve them nicely (:

Thank you for making my life cheerful,
always being there to make the surroundings an enjoyable one (:
Be who you are,
and that is your best personality that I like ;)

Remember to relax yourself when u get tension,
always remember that there will be people around you,
to help you out,
to share the happiness and sadness with you ;)

wan li li,
dear cawan ;)
together we strive for perfection and wo ai ni <3

House of hopes (:

dido (:
Hello everyone!

1 more week till cny (:
I got a little bit excited only,
cause it'll be a different cny this year
but still finger crossed that i won't get bored again (:

well,
finally managed to handle homework better (:
is like i wont see there is a tower of books stacking up anymore,
but just a small stack of it, heh ;)

Being assigned to in charge of games for camp,
Seriously, am not experience on this at all,
to be more accurate is no experience at all :O
But still, hope to have a great cooperation with them,
I hope it will be an enjoyable one,
and of course a successful one (:

Ran 8 rounds of sports centre that day,
not a very long one,
but after running stomache and coughing creature visited me ):
Then house practice starts next week,
hwaiting (:

gerko day (:
a special one this year,
not staying back and not busying around d:
cause is like i don belong to any of it,
although i am actually belong to some of it
But still loitered around with pei (:

AMA, xiao r sunnn wanna say sorry sorry sorry
dui bu qi ah, xiao r sunnnn mei you bang ni mai ):
bu guo ni mai de na ge bunny hen ke ai
xiao r sunnn hen xi huan :D

dido lala bunny buu (:
seriously epic failed.
not to say data loss for one,
but three of it (Y)

is like being a dumb dumb,
not knowing anything,
or even like a people sleeping,
did not know who is moving him away

data loss for 3 diskette,
need to redo everything again ):
andihatetodoregistrationverymuchcauseitissuperhard !
miracles please do appear now,
pretty please (":

By the way,
Happy Diary Valentines (:
sugar said goodnight!

Magnificent (:

heh (: 

another post to keep me awake d:

Well,

second week of school already,

and I am very very dislike to wake up early in the morning.

U know what,

that is a torture after a long holiday :/

Well,

Changed PJK teacher.

And every Thursday with rumah practice,

will be a seriously running day.

3 or 4 rounds per PJK lesson,

how wonderful (:

I'd prefer to run in the afternoon instead of morning.

I swear d:

and, yes you (:

My "dearest" class teacher.

I am so going to tell you,

no matter what or who or whatever it is,

The class will still be that noisy.

Can't you just bear with it ?

Stop making changes to our places or else it'll get worse

I don't like to " so nice " place you planned,

It makes me started to hate you, hmph!

homeworks are piling up,

and tuition homeworks is making the tower getting taller

I was like rushing for the homeworks everyday :/

naps is mostly being snatched away by time,

and my sleeping time is getting later and later,

which makes me total drowsy.

Next,

I am getting bruise again -.-

this time is on the knee,

And now i hate walking ,

cause whenever i walk there will be like a invisible needle keep poking me ):

And that really irritated a lot.

Music class changed to early morning,

gah, one word- blur d:

somehow i am thinking how long i could manage to have enough time to practice.

The " deadline" is so far yet so near,

and teacher is still telling me individual grade is higher,

and i want to say unfair ):

Haven did the hearing that miemer gave d:

Cause i really have no time,

even gor gor said my timetable is scary d:

But still I'll make it through, I believe (:

Got to go (:

Have a nice week!

xx

The cutest sweets (:

*waves*
Am lack of time yesterday,
so uhm here I am (:

Ang Eshennnn (:
Happy Belated Birthday!

Was supposed to surprise you more,
but too bad that the guard phoned you ):
But I still like the expression of yours,
and kept saying : yer, 你们很坏，很奇怪哩.
eheheeee d:

I still remembered i was sitting in front of you,
in the first day in CHS (:
I was thinking why are you so white and chubby d:
I don know how we end up to be good friends,
But still I love how the way goes (;

First trip with you was the Sekinchang trip,
I don't remember how was the trip like,
I only remembered me n zhao was quarreling all the way d:

I remembered having baking session with you, bel and hui en (:
It was truly fun having time with all of you,
talking stuff leisurely,
laughing for some funny stuff,
playing like idk what,
I hope the time can go back :")

You are always the cheerful one,
whenever I see you smile,
I will like heheeee :D
you made me smile!

Another thing is that you are super cute :D
no matter your face expression,
the way you talk or type,
they always make people feel warm and happy ;)

Thank you for always being there for me,
making my second chapter of life a memorable one (:
I'll treasure the time we spent together,
because the memories will always last!

Be more confidence to yourself,
and all the best in everything.
remember that you are always awesome :D

hong yi xuan, wo ai ni (:

jia youuu o! 

The Fray (:

Ello (:

School reopened,

and I survived ;)

It has been after 2 weeks to wake up so early in the morning,

when the sun haven't show up,

when the cooling breeze was still blowing gently

and when I am still feeling drowsy d:

Back to school,

back to hectic life (:

Saw friends and teachers ,

not much different though, hehe

Our new headmaster talked pretty long,

I hoped it is because of  this is the first time,

If not there will be lots more dull assembly to go

fingers crossed (:

Changed some subjects' teachers,

Satisfied with some and not for some,

But is a true thing that there is always good and bad on one thing,

But still I hoped they can be better than the previous one (:

It's the first schooling day,

But teachers are started to stress on SPM :/

Is true that we have to start working on it,

cause it is just 10 months away,

or to be specific,

is only 8 to 9 months away (:

One thing I found out 2 years ago,

which is students used to choose seating at the back

in the form 1 to form 4 life,

is now preferring sitting in the front,

how weird :/

Another thing is that,

I really got to try my best to contact Sue Ying ,

I don't want to redo the whole file,

which is a total waste of time

and again fingers crossed that she will remember where she puts it (:

给亲爱的你：

不知道为何看到今天的你眉头深锁，

看了又一点不知道怎样说的感觉，

但是希望你能够笑一笑 ，

因为不管什么事都会有人守护着你。

笑一笑，没烦恼哦!

bye bye (: