Olyckliga Stunder

I got to write out everything here

In order to let my brain stop thinking bout all the "her" again (:

Not going to mention who is she

But i really really hope I wont see her again

I wonder when will she retire

I don't want to see her anymore!

To you:

You are not born to scold me

And I am not born to let you scold!

I know I did not do really well

But can you be more considerate?

Imagine I am the only person to walk around the whole school compound

without anyone helping me...

I did not get the co-operations from them

I did not get to make myself in so many place at once

What do you expect?

I am not the only person in charge

The other two person in charge were there

Why do you have to ask someone to inform me to meet you

And all I get is scolded by you !

They do not want to co-operate

What can I do?

Scolding them will make them alme even more

Telling them what is the right thing to do

and they did not want to listen

What can I do?

I have been walking for so many rounds outside de school compound

Walking for don know how many rounds in the school compound

Can't I stand at a shady place to rest for 3 minutes?

I am a human not a robot or machine.

I am not the head of the whole project

No one is... We are just a team

Why do I always be the one scolded by you?

I am trying my best

Can't you see?

To the other 3 of you :

I heard what you all said (:

every words, every sentences

I just pretend that i din't hear anything

But I am not deaf!

U don't have to give comment

I am not capable

I am not socialise

I am nothing

I KNOW!

U don't have to hit me with things " accidentally"

U don't have to repeat all the words

I know what it is...

Nevermind...

I will not see you 3 anymore next year.

You 3 will be out of my sight (:

Well..

It is not a good day after all..

My mind has been manipulate 

by the unhappy things happened years ago ):

That was the year I shed the most tears

The year I lost all my confidence in everything

I know I have been very emotional today

I can't stop shedding my tears whenever I thought about it

Those were too hard for me to handle

And I am to fragile to handle them with care

I need to have a rest

My last injured part was pain again ):

my foot was really out of control now

Sorry that I have to skip my class today ):

To all the people who help me out & the cooperative person out there

Thank you (:

You guys are really great!

To those people who are very selfish and irresponsible

"Good luck" in your whole life (:

My mind is almost empty now (:

Got to go sleep now d:
If not gor gor will be teasing me looking like a panda
Hmph d;
Ciao~