Ferris wheel (:

Aloha (:School reopens today

And I am getting mad d:

Getting back all the results

Is like having a roller coaster ride 

And sometimes is like giving a sudden heart attack :O

Today i was rather abnormal

I did not hide myself from the others

I do not know why

I think I am getting mad (:

To be honest

Results dropped a lot

I found that

the more effort i put, the worse i did

It is not that I am being not optimistic

But this is a fact for the situation I am facing now

For example (:

I knew i did not understand physics

I spent zillion of times to study it

ended up getting a B and dropped almost 13 marks -.-

As a matter of fact

Standard isn't the same

But this was really a drastic drop

For the sake of it

I will take this as the first time and I hope it will be the last time (:

I have to try to love it <3

If i could solve my science without tuition in lower sec

I believe I could do that to physics to (:

Only if I put much more effort on it ;)

All these are what i expected 

So, I am fine with it (:

I hope I can be as abnormal as I can until I get back all of it d:

I really do not want my depressed expression to appear again

I need a healthy and optimistic thinking life

I have to be a high EQ person (:

This is the only way to stay alive in the society

I hope the trip n sports day will be a successful one (:

I hope it will be a really blessed month for everyone

I knew I could do it if I am willing to do my best (:

tata (: