Prayer (:

No idea what have happened,

everything is so wrong,

it's not the time for me to feel like there is a stone being placed in the middle of the chest,

not a suitable time to have all the bruises and grip pain in the knees 

not the right time to feel headache and sleepy,

and totally not a time to cough like an idiot

I really pray hard for me to stop feeling so unwell,

hoping that i wouldn't screw my both the performance and semester exam,

seriously and sincerely i pray for all these (:

hmmmm, what is the date eh?

20th? 22nd?

owh well,

it's a most hl date ever which is the 21st of June x)

Once upon a time,

there is a hl who have been transformed from a retarded pink panther

or indeed a black panther x)

to a mutated black tubby 

then to a rmama of mine

and finally a hl best buddy of mine x)

On this Hl-est day of the year,

I shall announced that you being hf for the one and only day x)

THANK ME BY PROVIDING ME MORE SM AND STORY

AND GIVE UR RCHILD A RDAD :Y

HAHA x)

Anyway,

You shall not be too perasan after looking the stuff i am going to type d:

Thank you for being such a hl friend of mine,

talking lots of rubbish,

and being there no matter rain or shine (:

p/s: I'll be there for you always too :D

I have no idea how this bond was built,

from the pink panther,

to the tubbies family,

then obsession with bombs,

and the forming of rfamily

All the alien language,

with our very own shortforms,

hf much stuff we talked about,

i can say that it is undeniably awesome x)

Have no idea how to say everything out,

so I shall make a conclusion,

I have a good , h*, rmama, rp and etc,

whom make my life colourful and full of laughters x)

All the best in you studies ,
fftq and sing more x)
Happy Sweet 18th RPeiPei x)

p/s: treat pink dino and ur rchild better HAHA beebee~

暗涌

真的需要开始倒数，
回到自己原有岗位的日子

为什么要让一个兔子，
背上一个乌龟壳，
我实在是一头雾水，
丈八金刚-- 摸不着脑袋

感觉上比几年前筹备比赛，
更恐怖，更压力，
压力逼得我酝酿不出应有的情绪，
让我忘却了起初答应的初衷是什么

并非无缘无故，
并非毫无交待，
并非刻意慵懒，
确实是没办法

实在无法抵制波涛汹涌的情绪，
那是因为自己太敏感，
那是自己的错，
但我必须尝试去接受所有

真的好想涌出去，
去告知真相，
但永远没有人会想要去理解，
因为对他们来说，
这些只是些推卸责任的污秽

确实明白你们的压力，
理解你们的难处，
但作为领导人，
难道就只会一味地指责吗？

倘若我有勇气，
我会回复你：
我不够专业，
因为那不是我的职业
我俩的状况并不一，
请你不要在未查明情况下妄下定论

很可悲，
缺乏了可嘉的勇气，
说着无数次的对不起，
如何去补偿，
但我相信在你们眼里始终是四个子
不负责任。

我没有办法配合，
没有义务去满足每一个人
不想活在你们鄙视的眼光下，
这么般的指挥让我更疲乏

需要调整自己的心态，
才能继续生存在这不协调的杂乱人潮
因为再别人的世界里，
不管你做的多好，多尽力，
你也只不过是无色无味的空气

不介意是否有人会注意，
但至少不要一直抨击，
贡献是无声的，
无需张扬，
要求的只是除去无谓的责备

参与的倘若不是他人想要的，
换来的只是无限的讽刺，
给予人更多攻击的武器，
把自己逼到角落无处可逃

未来的路上，
继续以这些荆棘刺激自己，
努力买前进，
这样才是自救最好的方法 (:

很多时候，

不是努力了就能明白一切

有些事情，

是无论如何都搞不明白的

好比音乐及棋艺，

不是经过努力就能换来成功 ，

除了考验毅力、恒心，

天赋也是必须考量的

当你问为什么的时候，

没有人能回答你，

因为它就是如此，

就好比你问一个人为什么那是他的名字

与其说是日积月累，
不如说是一曝十寒，
终于体会及领悟到了，
何谓物极则反，器满则倾

当你把拳头抓得太紧时，

你会无意中把自己抓伤

强忍着痛只会让自己把手心抓得更紧，

摊开双手或许可让伤口呼吸新鲜空气

小时候，

快乐是件很简单的事，

长大了，

简单却是件很快乐的事

把自己抓的太紧，

只会让生活中的枷锁束缚自己，

将心里的那盏灯慢慢熄灭

所剩的只有空虚的心灵

体验、尝试、过程、充实

固步自封、结果、空虚

两者仅在一念之差

就像钢琴般，

要弹出好曲子，

需要的还是适当的琴键，

何谓适当，因人而异

在星光下的夜晚，
抬头仰望大声呼喊，
划破寂静的夜晚，
闷气应该会爽快地蜂拥而出吧

做着自己喜欢的事，

编制自己幼稚的梦，

可以是很简单的快乐
很纯真的幸福

can someone please rescue me from the piles of mechanics and physics homework which is a total illogical things for me ._. 

真的真的又有那种茫然无助的感觉，

慢慢地感觉自己又快要决堤了:/

One to Infinity (:

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橘黄 (:

迷失了方向，

眼前的十字路口有着的是迷茫，

别过身子回头望，

却是另一个有着许多未知数旅程

命运是自己主宰的，

适当的调整或是是最佳选择，

是否能抵达终点，

还得需要天时地利人和

那是个承诺，

是自己所选择肩负的责任，

不管中途中有何突发事件，

终究需要对自己对别人有所交待，

尽管好折腾，

终究需要继续坚持起初的选择，

告诉自己熬一熬就过了

反问自己：

倘若他人做到，

为何你不能？

只要有心坚持，

要相信自己一定能 (:

Carnations (:

Mummy (:

Happy Mothers' Day !

I know that I am not a good girl,

Always being stubborn

And made u worried ._.

Every year,

I'll tell u that i will be a good girl,

But literally I failed ._.

But still there will be no exception this year,

I promise that I will take good care of myself,

I will not stress myself,

And try to sleep earlier (:

You might not be perfect,

But you're always the best in my heart (:

The one and only one,

The mummy that I will always love no matter rain or shine :')

Stay pretty, 

Stay young 

And most importantly 

Stay healthy (:

With loves <3 nbsp="">

airplane (:

充实的生活已拉开序幕，

是时候好好经营这生意 

加油！ (:

月光 (:

aloha (:

there's lots of happening in these few weeks

making my life lifeless but hectic,

and i shall be grateful for everything (:

The lungs and throat are being naughty again,

almost cough my lungs out these few days -.-

honey lemon doesn't help,

and now am hoping that the maduka do works ._.

I shall start my plan to sleep earlier now,

though i guess it'll be kind of fail d:

But I shall give a try,

for the sake of my health (:

Last saturday was Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang,

went back to get the trophies and certs (:

there's so little s1 ppl showed up 

and the outing plan is like so fail ._.

talked all the way long during the ceromony,

and not to forget zat-ing each other as usual d:

went up the stage for thrice,

and smiling awkwardly at the camera while helping becca and mun to receive the trophies ._.

Talked to Pn Hoon as she approached us,

congratulated us and started to comment on the pelajar cemerlang.

the whole thing ended up funnily

as she approached kuokren and take a close look at him d:

Before i forgot,

Had my first google plus talk with the s1, heh (:

I have no idea what we were doing,

but it's still fun :D

Then then,

Sunday test really made me nervous ._.

the CD ain't working and luckily Angie chose the same song as me 

if not am really in deep trouble ._.

Did well for the first and second part,

but screwed the third part :(

Anyway am still satisfied with the results,

at least i tried my best and get to know my mistakes (:

Driving test is just few hours away ._.
am pretty nervous right now.
I hope that lady luck will shines on me,
pretty pleaseeee (:

Next,

Tuesday was so gloomy after the meeting,

everything just happened too fast,

is like a tornado sweeping all the earthlings away,

and leaving all the stuff to be cleared up 

The changes in Edexcel board,

are too fast without a long time interval notice and thus unfair.

I really lost my compass in the alevel path that day

and had a really hard time considering to leave or not ._.

Things didn't really go well on the day after that,

the girls were crying early in the morning and throughout the maths lesson

the atmosphere was so gloomy,

cause everyone was asking the same question "are you leaving? "

This issue became better when the ceo called for another meeting,

some people decided to stay on,

but still there is people decided to leave :(

Indeed it's true to say that,

the leaving of valerie, nicole, uva and brandon did make me sad ._.

i feel even sad than leaving the high school friends,

which I have no idea why ._.

It's been 4 months,

I have never been in a class as bonded as the s2,

indeed this is a truth that,

we are feeling sad cause we are too attached.

Unlike the others,

we went for every classes together,

is like back to high school,

it's more like a family than a class :")

we shared everything,

no matter through people or through class page.
everyone in there are selfless,
I can really said that they are really good :")

真的好不舍得他们，
从陌生人到挚友，
短暂的四个月，
承载的却是心头上永远美好的回忆 :")

如浮萍般的人生里聚散无常
但茫茫人海中，
就算无法携手与时光流逝，
擦肩而过也算是缘分 (:

千言万语涌上心头，
脑海里存有的是无数还未一同携手走过的旅途，
一个暖心的拥抱，
还有好多好多温馨的话语

少了他们的日子，
真的会好奇怪，
各个角落都烙印着他们的脚印，
有着他们漂亮的倩影 (:

无论在何方，
总有一种默契叫心照不宣，
无论距离有多远，
回忆会让人彼此相连

桃花谢了又在开的时候，
杨柳枯了有在青的时候，
燕子飞了有归返的时刻，
咱们也将有在聚的一天 (:

再见不是再也不见，
它是有缘再见，
衷心献上那小小的祝福，
祝愿大家前程似锦，
一同编制同一个梦

谢谢你们在这些日子里，
与我共同建立了
清淡却香醇如茶的友谊，
我将慢慢地品茗这壶好茶 :")