Freak (:

I got no choice,
but to spam here (:

I never really said such a thing before,
but that's really how i feel,
when people is trying to talk to the person you are talking to,
and that it is you gone sitting there.

felt like a stupid statue there,
listening to stuff that you are not even interested in,
staring at people like what have I done,
and when people stop talking and turned back to you,
just lost the mood to talk anymore.

the moment when people just ignored you
or saying some rubbish when you are trying to borrow something.
am really fine with that,
if i did that to that person too,
but the problem is that i did not -.-

If you really want to treat me like this,
then don't keep bugging me,
when i am trying to finish my stuff to borrow it to you,
it's not logic and not reasonable at all.

and i wonder when can people stop all the nonsense,
don't try to make yourself like you really want to go for it,
i have been heard so many people saying they wanted to go for it,
and ended up do nothing about it.

If you think it's unlucky not getting it,
just go and apply and not just saying.
when you are scared to got it,
then why said that you wanted to go for it when you did not get it?
that doesn't make sense at all -.-

I knew this doesn't apply to all,
some really wanted to go for it,
they like things like that, bravo for them,
but the others, please stop that,
it really disgusted and annoyed me very much.

ahhhh,
today is totally not a good day,
seriously not a good day.

sorry if this post sounds very harsh,
i just can't get rid of all of those things,
i can't stand that i have to say it out,
really sorry (:

i should make myself stop all the bad emotions,
sleep is better,
nights (: