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I'm so sorry,

But i really have to express all my bad emotions out here.

I seriously can't take this anymore,

I do not know what else can I do to make this situation better.

Reading all the lecture notes again and again,

but nothing goes into my mind

I feel like tearing up after doing that

so horrible online test.

It's less than 21 hours till I need to step in the hall,

to put in all my effort and time I have spent

to face the computer that eats me up

or eventually makes me into a zombie  

It just doesn't make sense,

I'm a past year freak,

it's not because I like to do them,

but it's where I can learn where I am weak at,

to learn which part I did not gain the correct or sufficient understanding.

But here it is,

2 papers without answers.

What do you want me to do with it?

To finish it and tell myself

' You got everything right, no problem anymore '

BUT NO THIS IS NOT THE FACT T.T

It's an integrated paper,

to cramp in all 4 modules.

It's a good way to train us to apply all the knowledge we had,

but I seriously can't take this anymore.

It's just the first year first semester

I keep telling myself that as long as I do my best.

But the devil in my head keep telling me that,

You must do well if not you are screwed for all 4 modules,

you are dead, you are so going to fail everything -.-

So what now?

Take a small break,

and go back to the piles of papers,

to continue to stress myself up.

Whatever it is,
I hope it doesn't turn up horrible in tomorrow's real exam

Wishing all the best and all is well for tomorrow.

Well angel said as long as you do your best.