Teach me how

Nowadays,
I don't know what should I do
to face all the problems...
they are not small problems..
but big problems.

I got no directions in my mind..
no solution at all!

Sometimes...
I wish i could quit this irritating game...
to get freedom...
but how?!
how to quit?

Sometimes...
I wish I could put my expectations too high...
because when my expect too high
my mind will really get complicated with
WHY...

Again i will ask
HOW?!
Who can teach me how?!
I got no directions
I got no solutions

The only thing i have is
My dear friends...
and especially Eshen
You are the best listener forever!
Thank you!